Do not make the mistake of believing that you are worthless. Often times we think we are bad, when in fact the problem is who we are dating.
Stop sitting and wait for him to mark things. If he doesn’t call you, then what is he for? You deserve better than that. If he doesn’t like you the way you do, find someone who will give you everything you need. If he does not make an effort to be with you and make you happy, he should not be allowed near you. If he really loved you, he would make an effort to prove to you that he should have a place in your life. You can’t let someone who makes excuses or puts things on the agenda to sit still.
He is not confused and he does not need time to understand what he wants, whether he wants to be with you or not. He shouldn’t be allowed to treat you like a girlfriend without making you one. Things don’t last long and almost always end on a painful note.
He knows if he wants you all or not and if he won’t, he won’t. It’s that simple. I know when it happens deep inside you, you know he doesn’t really care. You stay because you want, with everything you have, to care, but it won’t.
He can go find someone else to let him play his games. When you stay with someone like that, you play with your heart. You put yourself out and let yourself get torn and bleeding. If he doesn’t give you 100%, why should you give him 100%?
If he loved you, he would make sure you knew it, he would do everything you needed and he would be by your side in any way possible. He would not let you out of his life, he would make things work and he would not make fun of your heart. He would prove to you that his intentions are good.
Sometimes moving on is the hardest thing we can do, but often it’s the best thing we can do. Just because it hurts doesn’t mean it won’t change anything in your future life. Don’t be afraid to leave.