I fell madly in love with this person.
As we fall asleep, very slowly then suddenly. I don’t really know what happened.
But somewhere between our intense gazes, and the tears I slowly wiped away when the wall I had around my heart collapsed. This wall that I had taken years to build stone by stone to protect myself from you. But, I fell in love so much, that I never looked back or even into the future.
To this person who taught me to love again, I want to say thank you:
My heart had no protection at all and I gave you every bit of my being. We weren’t just dating.
We also played with fire, with our souls and our beings. Like two individuals discovering love again.
Being with you has multiplied the good things in my life so much. I am not the same anymore. I metamorphosed. I have become an even better person.
Our relationship was so simple and we were so complicated.
We have complicated everything and made each situation a thousand times more complex, harder, it is as if everything turns into a mountain and takes on too great a scale.
We bothered, bickered, argued so many times, at so many inappropriate times. But just know that now I know my anger was just consumed by the love I had for you, by my passion, by my emotions, I cared so much for you. So many of our couple and I loved you so strongly. I was completely mad in love with you.
I loved everything you stood for. Every little thing or imperfection, every little moment of tenderness, and a little more brutal.
There were many confrontations because I loved you deeply. I am not that kind of person who smiles and is silent.
I am an explosive person. Who can sometimes get out of control. I had ideas and above all, I had big dreams for both of us.
I wanted to do everything with you. Small and big things at every moment and moment.
But we burnt our wings with our own fire, like fireworks, like a shooting star, passion gave way to uncertainty, and comfort to doubt. Our past has caught up with us like our insecurities. Our mutual fears prevailed over our love.
So much so that this day that I still remember, I had to let you go, you the person I love.
After all these laughs, these smiles, these I love you, it was the end …
But there are so many things that I haven’t thanked you for.
I let you go, but you didn’t try to hold me back, even though I wanted to end our relationship that doesn’t mean and it doesn’t mean that I wasn’t in love with you.
But love like a flower, it can wither, it can be pungent, and above all, it can hurt and by letting me go you broke my heart, I was completely desperate to lose your affection and your love.
You have counted so much and brought to my life.
You allowed me to love someone again at one point in my life and thanks to you I found myself, I found myself one fine morning, between awakening and unconsciousness, between the rays of the sun, and the night that left us, as in a small dead end.
I was so blinded by my anger, by my pain, that I was destroying myself on my own.
But I understood that life had another plan, another path for me.
I understood that the end of our relationship was the start of the best story of mine.
So to you this person who taught me to love again. I just say thank you.